What's up guys, i got ta show one for you today. This isn't gon na be talking about stocks or any of that stuff. I wanted to give you guys a couple words uh, just regarding where i'm at right. Now i put out a post, you know talking about um talking about some stuff and just wanted to give some clarity and some words for everybody.

You know uh, just as you know, maybe something you can take away from the situation. So i to be completely transparent. That's something i take a lot of pride in with my channel this transparency and something i like to tell you guys to be transparent is in the last six months. I uh i've had some some health issues right and you know i thought they were.

I thought they were seizure, related um, my old man passed away from some heart complications a little uh little less than five years ago, and you know that that hit home pretty hard um. You know i i, my mom's side of the family she's had some seizures and stuff she's yours, anyways, uh she's had some seizures and stuff, and you know it's not surprising to see that i've had some similar health issues, but anyways i've been in and out of The hospital you know i went to the er, which would have been about july of last year, for what i thought was. You know a seizure and i went to the you know to do some. Some medical work today for the army and i found out that i've got some heart damage for what what seems to have been a heart attack.

So i went in and uh talked to talk to the doctor. They ran an ekg right. They got some tests done after that. I went to a cardiologist, i'm going back in for some follow-up appointments here in the next couple of days, but essentially what they found is damage inside my heart, um caused by previous heart attacks and the time period is inconclusive.

There's no way they can know yet these tests, they're running, are gon na, be able to tell more, but i'm gon na, find out more when i know i'll tell you guys right, but i'm doing. Okay, i'm good! You know i feel healthy. I feel fine uh mentally, i feel a little beat up, but i'm okay, i'm all right, and i want you guys to know that, but um more than anything, a reason that i want to talk about this and i think the reason why i wanted to make This video right is a lot of what we do in life is a mindset. It's it's what you make of things.

You know my dad who passed away. We weren't blood related uh. He was my stepdad, but i consider him my father. You know he was a great guy.

My biological dad is awesome. He has the best mindset out of anybody. I think i've ever met in my entire life. Just he's just a freaking winner, he is he's he's been in and out of uh.

He was in the army for about 24 years retired now special forces guy and he's got this crazy mindset. He's done some insane things. He had his leg like messed up. Real bad news in afghanistan got blown off a rooftop by a mortar um he's and he still does things you know he ended up.

Getting his like amputated, got a prosthetic, ended up running marathons. You know it's, it's all mindset it's up here, you know. So i guess what i want. What i want to make as a point with this video is no matter where you are in life right if you're making money in the market right now, you're losing money in the market right now, control what's up here, take that as a takeaway right um, i'm Gon na be just fine, whatever ends up happening with me.

I don't know what the future in the army holds right. I don't know, if maybe they'll, let me stay in, maybe we'll be able to find some sort of treatment. I can go through some sort of therapy. I can go through write some some uh, whatever it takes right, i'll do whatever i have to, but if i end up getting out, that's okay, too.

You know i'm gon na i'm gon na make the most out of every single situation, and i want you guys to know no matter where you are in life, whether you're depressed, whether you're in bad health, whether you're making money you're losing money. You love where you live right now, you don't love where you live right now, right, whatever your situation in life is let the takeaway beat. This is up here. This is up here right.

It's up here, my friends, it's 100 mental stability. Tell yourself you can do good things right if you're an amc right now and you're getting crushed. Tell yourself you can do good things. This is one play right.

It sucks to see us lose money. I know i know i'm losing money too. On amc right. I've lost money on some bad plays.

I had my account liquidated by fidelity and if i just sat there and let myself get beat to a pulp right by all this crazy stuff, that's going on, i don't know what i would be doing. I sure wouldn't be doing youtube, i'd be laying in bed crying like a baby, and you know - maybe that's maybe that's offensive to some people and i apologize if it is. But i want you guys to know whatever you want to do in life, whether it's make money in the market right. We all.

We all want to make money. We all want to build our portfolios control. Your mindset right, i'm gon na, be back. I'm gon na post videos tomorrow.

I know there's a lot to talk about with amc, but i am gon na take the day today to do some reflecting some uh, some thinking about what the future holds for me right, because that is scary. It's a little bit scary for me, um to to find out that what i thought were seizures were actually heart attacks and i've got heart damage. You know that really affects some of the plans that i had for life. You know i'm a very active guy.

I used to be a very devote runner and athlete and that's the picture's a little different now. So i got to think about what i want to do and where life's going to take me - and i want you guys to know no matter what you can do good things - you can do good things if you're in a bad mental spot. Right now pick yourself up my friend, we want you here. We want you here.

We want good things for you, there's always an inherent tomorrow. There's always an inherent tomorrow right, no matter what ends up happening. I know there's tomorrow, we don't know when that tomorrow is going to end, but we know for now there's a tomorrow. I want to be in it.

I want you guys to be in it and i'm going to do some good, freaking things with that tomorrow. So i want to give you guys an update on. What's going on in my life um, i am still alive, i'm rocking i'm healthy, i'm doing good. It was these these incidences.

My friends were probably from the last six months. I did have three three issues that popped up and you know i'm doing okay right now, but i just want to get that out there. I want to get that out there so that nobody out there is worrying uh, because you don't need to worry about anything. I'm good, i'm always cooking with crisco, my friends, you know how i rock you know how i rocker the gang.

So that's what i've got for you guys today just wanted to give you guys an update, leave you with some parting words. If i can, if i can leave anything on the planet with with my family and friends here of the gorilla gang right, i don't want to just make you guys money. I want to change the way you look at your lives. I want to make you guys better people.

I want to build an awesome community and we're going to continue to do that. That's what i've got for you guys today. Thank you for watching my friends see y'all next time. Peace,.